Rainer Maria Rilke
Everyone has that one person in their lives… You know, that person that means the whole world to you, whom you love against all odds. Sometimes you get lucky, and it works out with that person. Other times not so much. I’ve known this guy for so long, and I am just finally opening my eyes and realizing that he is, indeed, my person. The one I will love against all odds, forever. But talk about bad timing… There’s really no such thing as good timing, anytime something needs to be timed out, more often than not something will go wrong. No timing is good timing, the present is the best time. But in my case I can’t help but look to the future. I try not to, but I do it anyways. Trying to convince myself that it really is bad timing and not just me. What if the timing was good? And things still didn’t work out? That’s a big fear of mine. And if that’s my biggest fear, I know my life is pretty good. So maybe I’ll live in the present for a bit, after all, I have a whole lot of time to think about that one guy… And there really is no better time than the present.
Sorry to bore, but I had to get this off of my chest, keeping things bottled up isn’t healthy!
One Love <3