Change Isn't All Bad

Everyone has that one person in their lives… You know, that person that means the whole world to you, whom you love against all odds. Sometimes you get lucky, and it works out with that person. Other times not so much. I’ve known this guy for so long, and I am just finally opening my eyes and realizing that he is, indeed, my person. The one I will love against all odds, forever. But talk about bad timing… There’s really no such thing as good timing, anytime something needs to be timed out, more often than not something will go wrong. No timing is good timing, the present is the best time. But in my case I can’t help but look to the future. I try not to, but I do it anyways. Trying to convince myself that it really is bad timing and not just me. What if the timing was good? And things still didn’t work out? That’s a big fear of mine. And if that’s my biggest fear, I know my life is pretty good. So maybe I’ll live in the present for a bit, after all, I have a whole lot of time to think about that one guy… And there really is no better time than the present.

Sorry to bore, but I had to get this off of my chest, keeping things bottled up isn’t healthy! 

One Love <3

Pondering the whole love “thing” is it a concept, an idea, a choice, or a gift? Or everything? Can you really love everyone? And is it possible to stop loving someone? I can’t seek these answers out, I guess I just have to wait for them to find me.

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Life is hard. Everyone is fighting a battle, whether it be their own individual struggle or coping with the struggles of a loved one. There is no way to know the story behind the ways people act. What they say, what they do. It’s always important to keep an open mind and treat everyone with kindness. It’s never easy, in fact, every day someone says something rude to me and a part of me just wants to have at them. I have the ability to talk them down, to put them back in their place. But, where is their place? Maybe they don’t have one, maybe that person doesn’t have a place to call home, or maybe there isn’t a place for them in any particular group. I wish I knew what each person was going through, I would dive out of my own way to help them through it. But for now, all we can do is assume, and in this case, assuming isn’t a bad thing. Assume their life is as scattered as yours, wouldn’t you like someone to forgive you if you lashed out at them without reason? Do the same. It’s time to put on our compassion glasses and see things more clearly, let’s see past the harsh words and anger of those around us, and focus on the love that everyone deserves to feel. No matter who they are or what they did. A person isn’t a person without love in their heart. Open your eyes, open your heart, and let the world in. You’ll be a better person for it.

This post is dedicated in loving memory of a beautiful spirit, who taught me that it is easy to be nice to everyone, just start with a smile. I love you Ashley girl, and I miss you every day. Rest in peace.

I’ve been prescribed pain killers a few times and haven’t been able to understand how people become addicted. Well now I can see it, and it’s pretty upsetting actually. There have been so many things going on in my life, and I’ve just been stressed like none other. So at bedtime, the only time I can take my pain killers, because they knock me out so bad, I pop one in, pretty soon the extraction sites in my mouth stop hurting, but also, I realize that I’m not stressed anymore… This stuff is dangerous friends. After my mouth heals I’ll definitely be sticking to yoga to remain stress-free.

One Love <3

Well I’m back, I still haven’t gotten this thing set up to my liking yet but I will work on that later, just a quick little post before I hit the sheets. This time everything will be different, doing a lot of soul searching and starting my new life, I’m pretty excited about it. Scared, but excited, so join me. I’m not going to tell you what foods will make you thinner or what the latest fashion trends are… I’m just a girl, setting off into adulthood and figuring out what is important to me. I’ll be making mistakes, working, playing, dancing, graduating high school, going to college, traveling, and dare I say it?! Maybe even falling in love. Maybe me figuring out my life will help you with yours? Who knows, give me a shot, I’ll follow you back!

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